Looking Within Myself

A new thing has happened.
Like the egg shells cracking.
To me that is a fresh start .
Hoping that nothing will drive us apart.
Giving it my all to stand on my two feet.
Nearby the green parakeet goes tweet.
Within myself an enemy lies in wait.
The chaos spreads over the gate.
Thinking, it brings back memories.
Some were bad while others were funny.
To hold myself responsible for what I have done.
I have done everything, except look up and have fun.
Friends to help out with me, never forgetting their faces.
Looking at honey from afar, my heart races.
Alabama, Queens, Nassau, who knows.
All of me needs time to grow.
Realizing that helping myself and others.
If you think about it, we like sisters and brothers.
All these things keep me going.
I’ll be everything except a phony.
Be laid back and carefree or become something.
I want to better myself and protect everything.
I know I can’t do that, but I can try.
Just sitting around, Time is passing you by.
My heart giving off a steady beat.
I try to print but it doesn’t always come out neat.
My mind is like a VCR playing moments in my life.
To be honest, I wish I was more like Cloud Strife.
With my sword and calm attitude, nothing can go wrong.
Reality kicks in telling me I’m listening to wrong song.