Internal Battle

The Rain falls soundly from the sky.
I look outside wondering why?
The day has just begun.
When everything just falls apart, I don’t want to run.
I will face it right here and now.
Even though I might not be sure how.
This my battle and the enemy is here.
Even though I stand tall, he is near .
He stares at me telling me I don’t matter.
The onslaught will continue until I completely shatter.
Don’t Give in or else I will be taken.
Just him in Control, gets others shaken.
At Last some hope, a light appears before me.
I don’t have a clue, but who is she.
Who’s bathe in white garments and has great wings
I been through so much, is she here to save me?
Rays of lights pierce through the clouds.
I wake up but I don’t see anyone around.
Was it all a dream I will never know.
Just looking at her made me melt like snow.
In these days I look back at all those times with friends.
I know times are bad but this can’t be the end.
I look outside and it is Shining brightly.
It is you I see looking so nicely.
Can’t Stop Smiling, feeling all good
I want to help others, This feeling tells me that I should.
Struggling to find happiness it not easy thing.
Being in my thoughts makes me want to sing.
With you I know that things will be fine.
I know one thing, the sun isn’t the only one to shine.

Something the Ghost Dragged in

Hoping for a wish that comes true.

Hoping because I'm thinking of you.

While I was down and out, I was then

Stiff and still like Big Ben.

Even now, living in Square One,

Forgive me for I am cursed.

I can only imagine the worse.

Things will get better i hope.

If not, I'm better of being with the pope.

No, no its a scary thought

You are priceless, you can't be bought.

Meaning so much to me you do.

I rather you live on, better off than me.

Not sure what will happen, its all a mystery.

Being there for me was cool.

I feelings say a lot and Thank You.

:) By Jin- During English Class

Ghost as a Gamer

I'm a gamer and i don't feel ashamed.
I grow older but yet i stay the same.
People look at me like the plague.
I don't care because i am what God made.
Why should I Change, to be accepted by a crew.
I am accepted but not to likes of you.
The person who i am best a being is me.
Unlike you i don't follow a TV.
Call me whatever it doesnt matter.
Just like the leaves you all scatter.
I go to school to make something happen.
Not to see you just snappin.
The club I like where everyone is accepted.
Because of past mistakes, people often regret it.
It's important to understand people and their lives.
If something is important, pursue it don't let it pass by.
Feeling Down hurts but don't dwell in it.
Read the instructions can help out a bit.
Life is like a game.
Don't give up because you can change.
There are good things in this world.
Looking for it can make your mind swirl.
Its there waiting for you, don fret.
Everyone has had their turn but hey you're next.

Day of the Ghost

Bored as the days goes by.
Feeling nothing, It comes a no surprise.
Being a Ghost so hollow and empty.
I long for that everlasting feeling.
The feeling of being accepted by society.
Its not about what you have or the way you look.
These days it wouldn’t hurt to pick up a book.
You and me are no different, we are the same.
People have to realize that this is no game.
Some are born and others leave this world.
A new life is precious just as finding a pearl.
Realizing that I am alive, that’s a good thing.
Just being around other just makes me go "zing".
Living your life to fullest, accepting destiny for what it is.
Being there for others, that is my fondest wish.
I am me, no more no less
For now let me just focus on getting out of this mess.

Redemption of Ghost

In morning I wake from a good sleep.
Thinking what can today bring me.
Going to school to better myself.
Wondering what could be next.
Just getting by to past the test.
Looking up in the clouds, high above
I know if try hard. That alone should be enough
Hope is something that people need.
If you try too hard, you’ll end up turning green.
Giving up the things you love most
In this life I have the role of the ghost.
Alone and restless and not sure about life.
No that alone isn’t enough to make things right.
Will I continue to live in a Dream?
No, I will live my life the way is meant to be.
I am Ghost, wandering and hoping for good.
To be someone in myself I know I could .
revealing myself , I take off my mask.
To redeem myself will be my next task.

What goes on in my Head

If I go is to a place that no one Knows.
Looking at you makes the flowers grow.
Up I look into the sky.
Just Thinking about stuff as time goes bye.
College is tough and sometimes a bit more.
Just Hang in there and you'll never be sore.
Of all the thoughts swirling in your head.
You get annoyed, your face gets all red.
Wondering what to do next is sometimes hard.
Just seeing a friend who about to part.
Everyone thinks they're cool just because there in school.
What a messed up way to think, Man that so cruel.
Boys and Girl together just how it should be.
Those good people always seem so happy.
Hey everyone has problems both you and I.
For now lets just enjoy the good times.

A Ghost Memoir

I Like to play games.
To other people that may seem kinda lame.
But their opinion really doesn't matter.
When I no longer think about them, they all shatter.
I go inside my realm, a safe zone for me.
In that zone. I am just so lonely.
It sucks that I can t function in society.
Those feelings come from the anxiety.
I look for the hope I pray for everyday.
Oh The gamer I am, I feel so far away.
Friends are there with until you go home.
Even then in my realm i roam.
I am only good at being one thing.
Being me and not a wannabe.
I put others before my self- a good deed.
I feel like i could be that hero that people need.
No more negative
Focus on the Positive
For the future, need to keep my head up.
Or else i might end up ready to erupt.
I pray for the good things and people that I meet.
God is watching over me and now i want something to eat.
Enjoy life and see that things will turn out good.
I want to be there for you and I promise I would.

The Moon

Everytime i look at the Moon.
It will always remind me of you.
My Mind Is the void that seems endless.
Shining Bright, you bring me happiness.
At night, I walk all alone. When I with you
I feel like i'm already Home.
Tired as the day goes by i wait.
Hoping to find my one true mate.
Time flies when looking for someone to love.
But the only thing you can do now is shrug.
Feeling Depressed really gets me down.
Looking at your face so nice and round.
Your eyes show your beauty,
But your mind is such a mystery.
On the ground I look around for you.
In reality I end up just looking at the moon.