The Last Day of School

Its been a while, there is a lot for me to say.
We all had good times until the last day.
I wish that day wouldn’t end just yet.
Those days come rarely, they are always the best.
Whether I’m dueling in the U.
Or Acting like a complete fool.
It just for jokes and few laughs.
Having fun feel way better than doing math.
We walk to Wal-Mart and just play around in the store.
Acting on our own, we need nothing more.
We are there for one another, that is hard to find.
The world around show us that people aren’t so kind.
From High School we have experience bad things.
Now its seem different, what else could we bring.
Life is like a journey, who knows what lie ahead.
Walking along the path, an idea comes to my head.
Outside in the field, I see all my friends.
Standing outside waiting for me to come out.
I shouldn’t give up, Its too early for this to end.
I want to smile openly and to not have any doubts.
All that time I felt alone and yet.
I never knew that this would happen next.
I was closing to losing my sanity.
I want to be good person and keep my humanity.
I like to be able to touch a kitty or
Be sneaky and quiet like the squirrel.
Anything is possible, There’s good in the world.
It makes feel better that I have go through a lot
I am still here,
I’m Glad
And in the words of Old Man Spock.
“ Live Long and Prosper”

A Place I'll Never Forget

In south of Alabama is a town called New Brockton.
A boy from the north gets to the house starts walking.
He explores the area, from street to street.
It amazing how he never gives up despite the heat.
He stays with his loving grandmother.
Caring for her, they help out one another.
He walk to the gas station for some snacks.
See someone riding an ATV in the back.
On Sunday, there is church to serve God
The boy is there to listen while others just nod.
Giving his ears to listen to the word.
After service, there is a feast that they serve.
All that food to fill him up.
Feeling thirsty, He take some water in a cup.
Even though he has his grandmother, he feels alone.
Remembering his friends back home.
He misses them, but he has to do something first.
For him, this the place to get rid of the curse.
He feel as this place has never changed.
During the summer it is dangerous when it rains.
Lightning flashes through the sky while thunder goes Boom.
It feels as the earth shaking along with me in the room.
The boy isn’t afraid but he worries sometimes.
About the people in their trucks passing him by.
He never stay long but he always enjoys coming down.
His Grandmother lets him know, there is no reason to frown.
Waving good-bye to New Brockton, back on the road.
He doesn’t forget but still has a long way to go.

A new day has come. :)

When we wake up in the morning, it’s a new day.
The people around me, do I want to push them away?
Living in the shadows, sitting still and really quiet.
Not wanting to be found. The people begin to riot.
It is May, Now what will come of us.
I have patience while others have had enough.
Break things, hurt people, the list goes on.
In the end, you will realize what you did was wrong.
You turn to family, They want nothing to do with you.
I felt alone, but my friends were the ones that came through.
I am grateful that I met them and we have good times.
I want to be able carry myself high as the sunrise.
To be with those who care, spending time with me.
The past likes to sneak up and deceive.
Who knows what people I may run in to
And what they may have up their sleeve.
My experiences have showed me to be careful.
To hold those responsible who have done bad.
Keep a grudge with them in really sad.
Don’t dwell.
It will wear off like a spell.
My faith is strong like a dragon’s flame.
Knowing that no human being is above me,
That we as humans are all the same.
We are sometimes stubborn about certain things.
9/11, the untimely recession, and who else
Know what time will bring.
Feeling like a ghost, that is what I felt like as a boy.
Getting know myself and others, I felt an inner joy.
Doing your best, having fun, winning doesn’t matter.
When you caught up in yourself,
All those victories, they just get scattered.
At home, I spent my time alone with no one to care.
At school, I had found my way out, even though
Life is Unfair.
Run squirrel run up the tree.
Close behind chasing you is the kitty.
At the end of the day, the sun has gone down.
Like trees we have to stay green
Or else we die sadly and turn brown.

Time reminds me of the Feeling I once Had

Can I care about someone.
Someone who was once very fun.
Her laughter and kind smile.
Allows to me stay for a while.
Had feelings for her, He fell for her.
In the end, it doesn’t matter, Now he feels worse.
He had made her feel uncomfortable around him.
He could not begin to think about what he just did.
He loved her so much but yet life took a different path.
Instead of a relationship, He wanted her to feel his wrath.
It leaves him with one part that’s him and the other that’s not.
He wonders half of the time, did she care for like or was she the fox.
She told him that he should move on, yet he didn’t understand why.
Because of the problem he had, she would feel sad and cry.
He tries to explain himself, but she doesn’t listen.
He is like the bad fish she caught,
She just lets it go and keeps fishing.
What make him upset it that it was his 1st time.
Falling in love and then losing what was so kind.
Did she me a lot to him?
Yes
But now a new hope brings him forward.
He feel his personality is lower.
Leaving everything else behind and bad things.
He has his faith to see what life has to bring.
Not everything works the way its supposed to be.
But once can she see what I mean.
he want to be there for her, then and now.
But he can only be her friend, he feels down.
Can his words reach her heart?
Who knows, He won’t rip it apart.
The light from above shine brightly.
I need to stop thinking of myself so badly.
He has friends who accepts his presence , so gladly
As he looks up into the tree.
He sees a squirrel and little kitty.
Getting along is one thing people need to work on.
To find that true relationship, be yourself or run along.

Summer

Summer is almost here.
Getting to the middle of the year
The sun is out shining brightly.
Flowers come in looking nicely.
Looking out the window, seeing the birds.
The laughter of friends can also be heard.
Running through the fields with my dog.
In the barn, you can the hear the hogs.
Squealing and running, wanting something to eat.
Just like me when I want pork and beans.
New York is hot and so is the country.
But it isn’t as bad as the lightning hitting a tree.
God blesses us with good weather each day.
With people passing on, I will keep my faith.
It is sad to see them gone, but they will always be there.
You can’t be mad at yourself and say its unfair.
They are there in your heart, just waiting.
Hold on to them, even while you are skating.
Living on a island would be fun.
But it isn’t as fun being alone with no one.
Life is project you work on, but not alone.
Like being with friends while eating smores.
It takes time but things will get better.
Hanging by the pool it will much wetter.
Splash some water, cool down a bit.
Don’t get carried away, it just a switch.
Take time out for yourself.
Have fun with friends and nothing else.

I am Here.. Yet this is how I feel :(

In the morning I wake up to a new day.
My mouth feels like I just ate some hay.
What is going on with me,
Am I going crazy.
Is everyone my enemy?
Can I trust myself?
No
It is just me and no one else.
What else is there for me here.
Everyday people look at me weird.
That same look that often looms.
In my mind or in my room.
The devil laughs in my face.
Treating me like a bunch of waste.
Will I be missed if I left this world.
If so, please untangle this swirl.
I want to say I sorry to this friend
Not being myself made this friendship end.
Such evil in me exist.
Pray for me if you insist.
I don’t expect no one to come to help.
Hiding in the corner feeling like a lost whelp.
Smiling is something that is hard for me to do.
I want to make you see that I do care about you.
Let me just say my peace,
Before you know it, I am labeled : DECEASED.
In my mind you haven’t left
But this more than just a bet.
My friends is more important than playing games.
That you help me before makes you more than just the same.
No more will I burden you with my problems or personalities.
Hurting you makes me lose my sense of mortality.
I am human, and yet too long I didn’t see.
Blinded by what seemed to be and wasn’t.
You might hate and despise.
The one thing I would not do to you is lie.
If I have fallen that low.
The line has been drawn, I dare not go.
Forgiveness is something I ask for, not expect.
Because of my problem and its effects.
After this I don’t know what’s next.
I hope you will see that hurting you
Is something that I will regret.
If you hate me I understand
What else can I do, I am just a man.
I was once a boy who didn't think.
But time after time the load began to stink.
Tired of carrying it wherever I may walk.
Like crabs in those arctic waters, I am tired of getting caught.
My past is one thing but it should not affect who I care about.
Choose to live on or be in a corner and pout.
I worry for the safety of others because I care.
It not just your world, It's mine too so why can't we share?

"That Ominous Feeling"

You start alone and unsure on what to do.
Before you walk out the door think things through.
What had happened that day.
I was left behind with nothing to say.
Walking to a place I past so many times.
A strange place I’m in, I wonder what I’ll find.
Running around in a circle, blaming yourself.
Sometimes it isn’t your fault and it could be something else.
Looking into mirror and jump back at what I see.
Confused all of sudden, Is that me?
The dull blades that pierce the heart.
It feels as time itself has just ripped apart.
Everything is a mess, nowhere to go.
The arrow is near and so is the bow.
To make everything straight and neat.
To stand up feeling humble and not weep.
Remember on the cross, he died for us.
For that to happen, that was no luck.
Families need each other for support and love .
That tragedies that affect us each day.
The best thing would be to hug and not shove.
Pushing people that matter away.
The time draws closer and days go faster.
Getting attune with yourself, realizing you are the master.
You can only be you.
Coping someone makes you the fool.
I was alone in dark, until I made to the light.
Without my friends in mind, I would have lost the fight.
Now is my turn to help you.
We’ll get to it together as friends too.
No one should feel sad or upset.
I know what pain is but now I forget.
I keep that behind me and remember what’s in front.
Life is unpredictable, oh watch out for the bumps.
For they can cause you to crash.
If you take it out on others, then you’re an ass.
I am thankful for the people I met here.
Your words of encouragement have reached my ears.
Never change when you are already feel free.
This is just one of many roads of destiny.