Tuesday, February 24, 2009

A Ghost Memoir






I Like to play games.
To other people that may seem kinda lame.
But their opinion really doesn't matter.
When I no longer think about them, they all shatter.
I go inside my realm, a safe zone for me.
In that zone. I am just so lonely.
It sucks that I can t function in society.
Those feelings come from the anxiety.
I look for the hope I pray for everyday.
Oh The gamer I am, I feel so far away.
Friends are there with until you go home.
Even then in my realm i roam.
I am only good at being one thing.
Being me and not a wannabe.
I put others before my self- a good deed.
I feel like i could be that hero that people need.
No more negative
Focus on the Positive
For the future, need to keep my head up.
Or else i might end up ready to erupt.
I pray for the good things and people that I meet.
God is watching over me and now i want something to eat.
Enjoy life and see that things will turn out good.
I want to be there for you and I promise I would.

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