Finding a Job

Today is a new day so why am I sad.
To find something that I once had.
Finding that which is lost in this world.
It is impossible? Maybe, my mind is in a swirl.
Mix of fears, worries and doubts.
Its feels as I am falling through clouds.
Only been here for short while.
What make feels better is her smile.
A job comes first and then some space.
One step at time though I like to have some cheesecake.
My mind continues to learn for I am still here.
Before I know it, I’ve been here for 21 years.
Even when I’m 21, I will not have change.
When the days pass, things will still feel the same.
My friends are all spread out, what will I do now.
I know an opportunity will come but , when and how?
Can’t sit around until I my time expires.
I will feel relieved when the manager says you’re hired.
Now I feel better get that off my chest.
If I do get hired I will do my best.
I want to see her smiling face once more.
Just looking her, my eyes won’t get sore.
In this I have to be patient and not be worried.
If I don't, I'll just end up I being hungry.